Waking up in the freezing damp cold under that bridge after being duped into going to New York under false pretenses was not ok. It was not ok to be exploited unknowingly while there, by those who had and have through subversive electromagnetic and electronic means, as well as social networks, far more influence, control, and invasive manipulation and observation than could have ever been dreamed or imagined. Meanwhile, every effort to conduct oneself as an upstanding creative person was violated, as has been life for years. Family. For those who have family members who love you, protect you, care for you, cherish it. I know of pretentiously and outwardly ‘good’ appearing families that are so fckd, where members and parents exploit and subject their children to sick, absurd, violating, exploitative, resentful, hateful, violations, harassment, and punishments, as well as ritual abuses, or subject them to various forms of prostitution and or services.